Wednesday, April 22, 2009
stupid mother heffers who are sorry assholes
then there are guys who know their girls are sorry and plan to leave them..yeah i hope it happens it would rock to be able to say yeah thats my bro and it be true or something...oh oh and then erin will have children and ill be an aunt!!yayyyyy!!!! and i can spoil them and hype them up and send them back to her cuz thats what ill do yup yup yup
see unlike some of you dumbasses erin will make something of herself and have a husband that is worth something that wont fuck her over and wont have to worry about who gets what when they divorce...
well thats it for now its after midnight almost one soo ill have more as the day progresses
its amazing you know someone for about ten years and in the course of a week one person who should fucking die can fuck the whole godd damn thing up!!! you know everyone always talks about being an adult and then they cant even be one there fucking self haha woww im 19 and im more mature then you will EVER be!!! i keep trying to not let my anger control me but mother fucking son of a bitch you make this shit hard as hell!!!
time to vent while i calm down
Let's start with stupid bitches who fuck up there own life and blame others for there problems...she gets pregnant and then married then she treats a great guy like shit for months upon months and now she wont let him divorce her...she is delusional and she started shit with me and my somewhat sister,erin, yeah BIG fuck up. you dont fuck with me or my family weather they are blood or we are just that close..sorry no no girl..you better hide when that baby pops out and hope like hell that you dont throw a first punch at me because bitch it will be all over for you and i mean all of it will be over..youll be lucky to not be in the hospital..hahaha the thought of you laying in the hospital for something other then spreading your legs is fucking hilarious. *stops for a minute* yeahhh and that baby of yours is sooo cute to bad she may be gone from you pretty soon i mean you dont need her you dont deserve her at all you cant take care of her in most of the way she needs...now off of you as the subject...

i love him to death i really do..i love being with him and not being an hour apart like we used to be..but there are some things i dont love hmmmm: His attitude can be horrible and a little scary..you would figure that he would stop and think this girl gave up her life her friends, family, and school for you be a little nice but does he? nooo he dont he gets pissed at a lot of shit and a lott of it is bull and then he says he lets me stay at his house..he dont pay the fucking bills his mom does and i told him before i would leave no questions asked....and what do you say honey? no i like you being here...Second thing is whenever you have to know where i am everytime i leave the house but nobody has to know about you??? i dont think so that is a sign of cheating and i dont like tha sign at all...but i love you so i put up with the shit no matter how bad it gets...i gueses you can say love conquers all...*starts laughing*
omg do guys not know how to fucking listen!! do they give a damn about the way a girl feels??? HELL NO!!! that would mean caring for someone othere then themselves stupid fuckers...great sometimes horrible others....
Me and erin are going to run away...we wanna go to the beach and i think it would be the shit if we did..she can come back but i dont wanna im tired of the bs and the heartbreak and what not...its not like they would all miss me...he thinks that i will hurt erin if i leave but i dont know...do you think i would? i mean i wouldnt wanna hurt her she has been here for me more then he has her bro chris yeahhh ha ha funny aint it...
so heres what im thinking me and her pack our stuff in the dead of the night and just leave we take our phones and when they worry they can call us and we may or may not pick up...we go through all the states and end up in cali on the beach...we live there for a little while then go to another state that has a beach..or tennessee next then another beach place..yeah that sounds good...if only it would happen...
staring down the barrell of a 45 is an extremely good song like it describes sooo much in such littel time...
STUPID BITCHES NEED TO QUIT CHEATING ON GREAT GUYS!!!! sorry its outta my system ha ha you thought!!!
if you have a great guy that thinks the world of you and wants to give you everything you want why the fuck you going to cheat on him and play him...come on open your fucking eyes there arent many good southern country guys anymore out there they are rare and you need to treat them right..yeah that song heartless that fucking song is dedicated to you and you alone...all the dumbass cheaters out there who dont have a heart and dont give a fuck about the one they cheated on.. i mean gah how much of a dick or a bitch can you be??? Oh and BROS BEFORE HOES the person who said that can go the fuck to hell your just jealous ha ha...
if i ever find out someone is cheating they will regret him and the bich he was with...you know what im saying???
i got bored one night and did this pic i love how it looks its not a negative effect or anything like that its just...me and the way it looks...people say im evil and imma bitch..im only a bitch when i need to be and i just look evil so those who fuck with me quit...some who know me well enough know that im a good person..im a loyal gf despite what dumb bitches tell you and if you need me im there imma good friend...i just have a bad reputation yes i gave my teachers hell no i dont care really haha they deserved it...
i dont care who reads this because it helps me talking about what is going on and trying to calm down about it..i dont like the fact people talk shit and say things but cant back them up they just wanna try and get the last word..you can have the last word and as a bonus ill throw in letting you look like a dumbass and not me so stick that in your juice box and suck on it bitches!!!
my friend came back to me today he actually started talking to me after all the shit we have been through and it feels great and my other one started talking to me after that dumb bitch did a number on him stupid fucking cheaters....
ok i think im done...for now
peace and love bitches *blows kiss*