i have not been on in awhile and i needed somewhere to put how im feeling right about now...my life is going great..i have a job and a car thanks to chris's mom...i still have the most amazing man in my life but i still have one problem...
i have a friend that i thought i was growing close to, maybe she didnt see it that way but i did, anyways. i think we are growing apart.:(..i really dont want to because she doesnt realize that i was feeling a little better...she was like all the friends i used to have and i left back home...and it sucks because ever since something that happened we hardley talk anymore..hmmm...maybe its just me, maybe i did something wrong and didnt realize it....maybe one day iill actually talk to her bout it haha...idk just thouggts going through my head...
like for instance when me and chris move out together how are things going to go? i mean bills are going to be one thing but if he gets that job in louisiana that means days alone in a new house and its crazy and upsetting...i love him and his family with all my heart and i know if it werent for them i wouldnt be this far even right now...and i know its going to be hard...i just hope we can do it...
and for the last couple of things, i got to see kourt one of my only bf that i have got to see since i moved up here and it was a blast....and my dear brother steven is coming home in a couple of weeks like 26 days and he dont want to see me and i understand that but yet it hurts...oh well im getting off here just had to get some things off my chest....
Love candi
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