just an update....

its been tooo lonngg haha...no seriously i need to do an update. get some things off my chest...but where to start???
A very dear person passed away last weekend...Chris's dad...Mitch Poole and we all love and miss him...i wont elaborate because i know that erin aka panda will...and because i dont wanna be upset or upset anyone...
ok next this past weekend i went to louisiana. it was me, chris, panda, josh, and amanda....Amanda is Josh's new girl shall we say.. and she is awesome haha. she is not preppy like kristi. she is pretty...and she is laid back and its fun haha...
anyways me and erin went and stayed at the hotel and chris and the other two went to the club. Let me tell you he came home tore up and was emotional as ever i mean wow. he was happy then sad then happy then mad and it was funny in a way but it was sad...he told me that he loved me and always will and he never wants to lose me..the sad thing is the drunks tell the truth so i know he has never cheated on me now and that he truly loves me...
I got erin drunk for the first time this weekend haha and it was the shit she didnt drink much but we had a blast since the other three had left again. i mean woowwww haha we were singing and dancing and its been a while since i had a girl that is that close to me. we went to the pool and were afraid of falling in even though it wasnt deep. we went to the water park before that and there were cuuutttee life gaurds and i got stuck in the lazy river.
I am still currently trying to find a job to no avail because its not easy...and im in a dilema with two friends kayla and chad they are datin. and they are close to breaking up...i just dont know about them two she does things to make him mad so he will start a fight then blames him because he fights...i mean grrr...why you gotta do that to each other if you so in love. and yeahhh this thing is totally long
Mrs. Panda i think you should tell kevy how you feel like that note i read haha and have you text him yet? Prolly not i know but oh well its all good. he prolly thought it was cute...
my baby is asleep haha and imma quit typing for now because i dont want this to be forever and a day long...
get back on here later...