Gahh its forever and a day before i get back on here i swear. so yeah time for some typing :).
to start with randys keyboard? yeah it still suxs ass lmao and as for alabama haha not happening...see i have this really good guy in my house right now named randy known him for ten years been dating him for three months and he decided that i was not aloud to go to alabama with casey. noo not in a bad controlling way but in a sweet im drunk and always loved you way. please stay here dont put me through the pain of loosing you. so yeah anyways
i get to drunk one night in the begining and go to chris blah blah blah itll always be used against me yesss i know this im not a complete idiot. but neways we get over this roadblock and hit a bout twenty more
now we have decided to take off and move to arkansas. him in a day and me following him up there in like four days. along with us will be the awesome mattman (aka matthew future brother in law), his somewhat annoying but been friends for awhile with roadblocks ashley, and there two wonderful daughters ellie and chloe. we are going into a two bedroom house and one bath. yeah six of us are going in that house...do you think itll work?
we dont know bout this so we have the plans for building on making tons of money and owning a mountain bahahahah then after that i can drag my luna (aka erynnn) up there so i dont have to loose her. she can be a play toy haha nahh i love that chika. then we will get my sister kara up there just because i have a psycho family and yeah i dont want her goin through the shit i did...oh wait she allready is..
<= this is a picture of my amazingly sweet boyfriend and his son vincent. yes i knew he had a son i will forever love him and his son and hate the bitch of a mom...yeah i just said that yes im like that. he is a year old and cute as ever esp when he says dad. the dragger is that we have to leave him here until we can win him over with other people then itll be a happy family. with vincent me randy and victoria...oh wait i didnt mention that..i may be prego..yeah trip out all you want i am happy and i wanna have a child sue me. but yea this pic is absoultly cute it just looks like they are arguing over who did something bad. which i imagine in the future will be how itll really happen. my stomachs rumbling but im sick :(. i get to see my grandma today for the last time for a little while sad day. i love her so much and i know ill miss her. shes the only one that has stood by me through it all family wise. ill maybe get to see my sisters saturday which is going to hurt i know. last time jessica said she hated me so this will probably result in me crying and what not. my mom who wants nada to do with me wants me not to move. ive been thinking bout why and then i rememberd that she prolly wants whats best for my sisters and thats me being near. but its only eightish hours away ill be able to visit.
i see erynn for one of the last times tommorow ill miss that chika more then anything. seems like shes the twin sister ive never had and i never get to tell her how much i really appreciate all that shes done for me. i know im leaving alot behind but i should be gaining some. i mean im starting a family in the mountains ill be able to visit and who knows maybe they can visit me one day :(? im happy yet sad about all this scared that something will go wrong with me and randy. worried bout it all..i know hes giving up alot but what if im not that girl? what would i do then
well i guesse imma get some sleep randys keyboard continues to suck i think ill buy him a knew one. update ya later. *kisses*
anya aka deathangel